[His heart is still thundering about in his chest while Mark's hands glide all over, and though Mark's thighs are warm, his more slender body comfortable against Rex's own, does it mean anything? There's no real confirmation that the other boy really wants him, and he's probably just dipping a toe into the warm, messy pool that is Rex's devotion. The Guardian reflects on the moments where that nearly gravitational pull was present, and wonders if Mark has ever experienced a emotion so earth-shattering. An intensity that penetrates all layers of your sentient consciousness, compelling you to do insane things.
Rex can pinpoint three instances that have wrung such feelings out of him. When Mark had breathed Rex's name against the older hero's chest as they slept, when Rex had helped an ailing Mark drink water, and when the younger boy had washed his then "friend's" body and hair with soap and water whilst he bled.]
But that's the whole thing! You don't have to do anything. This may be a "collaborative effort," on our parts? But I'm plannin' on doing most of the work. I know, I know! It sounds hard to believe, but I'll show ya. Sex, I can do! Dear God, it's almost the only thing I can do properly... Ugh.
[says the boy who has properly been with one person sexually + romantically, then decided to participate in a threesome (potentially foursome) out of spite, and sucked all of 1 dick]
It's okay. You're forgetting that I was a virgin once too, ya'know. What, you think I popped out of the womb knowing how to eat a girl out right away? That'd be creepy as hell!
You do know that if you're having a major freakout or want to bail, you can tell me. Gettin' your freak on is not a legally binding contract. You can get off the ride whenever you want! And so can I, that's how it works.
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Rex can pinpoint three instances that have wrung such feelings out of him. When Mark had breathed Rex's name against the older hero's chest as they slept, when Rex had helped an ailing Mark drink water, and when the younger boy had washed his then "friend's" body and hair with soap and water whilst he bled.]
But that's the whole thing! You don't have to do anything. This may be a "collaborative effort," on our parts? But I'm plannin' on doing most of the work. I know, I know! It sounds hard to believe, but I'll show ya. Sex, I can do! Dear God, it's almost the only thing I can do properly... Ugh.
[says the boy who has properly been with one person sexually + romantically, then decided to participate in a threesome (potentially foursome) out of spite, and sucked all of 1 dick]
It's okay. You're forgetting that I was a virgin once too, ya'know. What, you think I popped out of the womb knowing how to eat a girl out right away? That'd be creepy as hell!
You do know that if you're having a major freakout or want to bail, you can tell me. Gettin' your freak on is not a legally binding contract. You can get off the ride whenever you want! And so can I, that's how it works.